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I found a new theme song, and goddammit, things are already going wrong.

Wilco's nothing'severgonnastandinmyway (again). But guess what? Something already has. I was sick yesterday, so I had to cancel my conference with my English professor. You know, the required one that counts as two absences if you don't show up? Yeah. She emailed me back and said that I could come at 1:10 today. I get there at 1:10, and she says "oh, you never replied to my email, so I gave that spot to someone else. Be in class tomorrow with 3-6 pages for peer review." (even though I saw her walking into the building this morning and made a point of checking to be sure of the time)
So now I have a few more pages to write, and no guidance or idea of where this is going. Fanfuckingtastic.

It just seems like I can't make things go my way anymore. I'm honestly not too worried about it, because none of these classes will affect my UofA gpa, but it is getting so fucking frustrating to have everything turn around on me at the very last possible moment. Whatever. Two weeks left in this dump, and then my life will turn around, and I will make things work.

This is one of the things that before, would have for sure given me an anxiety attack, but here we are. I'm working through it, letting go of things, and not thinking about it anymore. I can't change what just happened, so there isn't really any reason to stress over it.

Edit: I'm still pissed, though.