trying to find my own little slice of happiness in the desert.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
How I feel today.
I am depressed. I miss my boy. I feel guilty as fuck for flirting with boys who don't know me (or him). I'm proud of myself for deciding I'm not hiding anymore. I'm tired. I'm sick of drunks and the male portion of the human race. I can't wait to see Wesley again.
Also, seriously, don't feel guilty. You are beautiful and flirting without intention is necessary i think. I do it occasionally? It is a way to connect and if you are feeling lonely it is a way to just remind yourself that people are out there. <3
Also, my human check word is "pungum" which cracks me up and I have no idea why?
I'm in the process of transferring to a new school from one that I mistakenly thought would be a perfect fit. I will always be a musician, but for now, I'm just a student trying to find herself, and trying to decide on a major and a career after realizing that I wasn't insane enough to be a music major-that takes a special kind of crazy.
This blog is a mixture of my musings on politics, music, baseball, and life in general, but not necessarily in that order.
1 comment:
I'm sorry you are lonely. My heart is with you?
Also, seriously, don't feel guilty. You are beautiful and flirting without intention is necessary i think. I do it occasionally? It is a way to connect and if you are feeling lonely it is a way to just remind yourself that people are out there. <3
Also, my human check word is "pungum" which cracks me up and I have no idea why?
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