Monday, July 27, 2009

I have nothing left to lose

I have been officially cut off from my family, by my family.

It started with the health insurance. My mom saying someone had been using my name to get prescriptions (she knew full well that it was me) and cut off the flex card.
Now, my cell phone has been disconnected. Congratulations, Mom, you have officially cut off your last line of communication with me. Don't expect to hear from me unless I'm dying.

It hurts, though. I'm 18, almost 19. I just got engaged (btw, we're engaged :D). I should be able to call my mom in one of my happiest moments and have her be happy with me. I should have my mom to help me plan my wedding. I should be able to go to her with anything. But I can't, because she decided to "teach me how to be independent." I didn't realize cutting me off from my family was teaching me that. And last I checked, you were upset because I was cutting myself off.